The question is always WHO do you want to be? Not what do you want to be, but WHO.
Have faith in yourself to know that you can. Its not gonna be easy. No one fucking ever said that it was, but it will be worth it. We all need to reminders on why we are on this earth, 1. be the best that we can, 2. help others by lifting their spirits and inspiring them, 3. live in humility.